These days i havent been sleeping

It is almost midnight and i still cant  sleep:/ There is thunder rolling in outside and lighting splits the sky in the two ever time it flashes. The house is dark and silent. Just the sounds of my steady heart beat and typing to disturb the silence. You keep entering my mind. Like a ferris wheel that doesnt stop. I play back our every moment and adjust each vision to my liking. Until i dont know what is fantasy and what is reality.